Real is rare,,,, but fake is everywhere

"Is it me pushing so hard, or is it you who's not interested enough?,, I'm not the type to really put myself all out for somebody, bt I found myself trapped by you. I really don't know what you've heard or been told about me, I'm definitely not perfect though I can be worth it. If you cuff me, don't leave me stranded................

I hope you really know how it feels..

I'm trying bt it's not upto me when it comes to deciding, I'm dying whenever you act like I'm invisible, just tell me you're lying😪.....

I don't blame you though, maybe you fear that I'll go someday, bt I'm here to stay, if you don't like me, do say,because I'm getting lost in you there. Don't wait till it's too late to do shit then tell me you got somebody,

But why?????

What about my body??

How will I deal with this love addiction??

I'm helpless and you know it, so please don't do this to me"

And those were the words I just spoke to the man whom I had really sacrificed and broken all the bonds holding my principles just to be with him, and please him in each and everything I do.... I never knew if it would just happen that way.....

"if you don't love me,don't come to me,,,how can you just cheat on me with other four co-wives?? How for real??"

The man's voice became even more harsh than I expected 

" I don't do love and I'll never do" those were his last words for me😪

I just widened my eyes,then shifted to the man,but I couldn't see his face Because he had his back on me...

I had known him, I knew he was a man who didn't want to repeat himself,,,

I just hold my breath, and finally stepped out..

## I learned to be sarcastic and have a smart ass attitude, it's also a natural defense against drama,bullshit and stupidity..... And I also don't care if at all you're offended

Real is rare, but fake is everywhere😔

Let's Atleast Develop a Sense of Humanity

It sometimes sounds good when you always check on your friends.Ask them about their day or even if they have eaten anything.People are silently battling depression and afraid of being judged,misunderstood and avoided.We are a depressed generation hiding behind jokes,alcohol,weed and also memes while deep inside we are crying and suffering but outside we are smiling

When you just remember your final place of rest,you should atleast show some care and support,be humbled than to be proud,you are also reminded to love and not to hate,to correct than to condemn,to help than to be selfish,to encourage than to discourage, to heal than to hurt and lastly to live before you leave

But it's also advisable that if you can't afford something, just do without it, otherwise if you must get it and still live peacefully work for it, you're most likely to get what you work for, not what wish for......... Be wise,,, convert your wishes into actions and you'll start seeing your visions become reality